Modern World.
Shopping for labels, shopping for love
Manolo and Louis, it's all I'm thinking of
Shopping for labels, shopping for love
I already know what my addiction is
I be looking for labels, I ain't looking for love
I shop for purses while love walks out the door
Don't cry, buy a bag and get over it
And, I'm not concerned with all the politics
It's a lot of men I know I could find another.
What I know is that I'm always happy when I walk out the store, store
I guess I'm Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with
I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna walk a mile in my kicks
[Chorus]
Love's like a runway but which one do I love more?
No emotional baggage, just big bags filled with Dior
Love's like a runway, so what's all the fussing for?
Let's stop chasing those boys and shop some more.
I know I might come off as negative
I be looking for labels, I ain't looking for love
But, relationships are often so hard to tame
A Prada dress has never broke my heart before
And, ballin's something that I'm fed up with
I'mma do the damn thing, watch me do the damn thing
Cause I know that my credit card will help me put out the flames
(Except that all the girly talk doesn't apply.)
I will not be judged by you or society; I live the life I want and deserve because I CAN. I just love branded things - what's so wrong about that?
The last two days were really exhausting - had my live firings two days straight and the weather, the mood, the tiredness made the whole situation even worse. Well, at least I did spend some really good time with my army friends. Thank goodness I wasn't like transferred to some other crappy places. Wk 1 down, wk 2 here I come. -.-
Is there anything wrong to say that I'm really not the relationship type of person? Putting others before myself or saying someone else's name 50x a day are not things I would wanna do. And yea this is probably too selfish, too self-loving but who cares? Cos there's a difference between being alone and being lonely. I'm just alone but not the latter. There's so many things to do when you're on your own. I can shop alone, spend my money on myself, eat what I want to, watch MY shows, and just have my own friends to tolerate with or worrying that whatever you say is going to change his/her opinion of you. Hah. There's no need for the extra comfort or tenderness from someone else; the source can be self-sustained.
The key is to be happy about yourself - fantastic looks, fantastic apparels and personality, great intelligence, engaging hobbies and interests - will help muster all the confidence you should have in yourself. The lack thereof doesn't mean you can't be happy either, just that it makes it slightly tougher. It depends on your own standards in that case. Just bring it down a notch. Some butt ugly ppl are incredibly confident cos they see themselves in a different light. So learn from them and you know, comparing yourself with someone worse-off really gives you some sort of relief and warmth that we all secretly hide. Don't pretend to be a saint and label this behaviour as evil and insensitive. We are made to feel - good and bad. So why skip a chance to feel better about yourself at someone else's expense when that other person is not affected negatively in any way. There's no fault in that because you could be the "worse-off" someone use as a subject of comparison. Don't feel guilty, don't feel bad. What comes around goes around; it's a mere cycle of life.
Some random pics of my stuff. Did a bit of shopping yesterday!
FAVOURITE BOTTEGA VENETA WALLET!
Jean Paul Gaultier Eau De Toilette
GUCCI.
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Old friends die hard.
Went Sentosa with same ppl and the unusual company. Then we were exchanging thoughts, having deep conversations about directions, ambition, wishes, fears, desires, needs and basically all our life entails. Like how to manage our lives in future? What is it we want? How do we run it so that our goals remain aligned with reality.
Can you imagine?
It seems almost like some time back we were talking about simple interests like favourite music, shows, and making stupid jokes and laughing like crazy people. Now, we're more focussed than ever about our own lives.
Dreams? Who knows if we can ever get what we want but it's worth a shot. There's no saying we can achieve all we want but every desire deserves some effort.
A few more years down the road, we would split paths and pursue our dreams and hopes and work so hard just to fulfil other dreams on hand - travelling, contributing to society, etc. All these need money you know. Ha.
What happens if we get too tired and no more can we do? No more motivation. When it becomes too tempting to give up. What is our push factor? Is it the riches and the popularity or the same dreams we have now?