Have you ever felt jealous of a friend because of something out of the ordinary? Like because they're happier than you? Or that they get their happiness before you and you just feel like "what in the world"?

Wasn't it supposed to be mine? If it isn't, then where and when will mine ever surface? You know we're all in pursuit of happiness (no I'm not talking about the movie) but sometimes it's really exasperating to realise it's not here yet. Then some idiots will flaunt their escapades in front of you and treat you like a total door mat - someone to act as substitute for their partners whenever they are not around. This is not for my dear friends (those that I actually really know) who are attached. HAHA I'd love to hear you talk to me about your new crush, boring date, new "squeeze" (I quote from Aby). Because we're definitely close enough to talk about these stuff.

But some strangers can strut into your life and make you feel lesser so easily; abusing your sympathy for them and turning it into a stepping stone while they try to hold on to something higher (NOT better). They can do such demeaning things unknowingly because they feel they're always on top of the human race - thinking the whole world wants to know of their affairs blah blah.


Okie most of you probably have no idea what I'm babbling about cos it's a rather specific case that I cannot, will not share. Hence the high confidentiality and implicit remarks. I was just trying to help and in turn, I got this kinda ugly, despicable and CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP return (I was thinking for 2 minutes for the right word to use).




GRRRRRRRRRRRR BUT ANYWAYS. I bought XTINA'S CONCERT TIX ALREADY!!!

188 STANDING ZONE.!! 30 JUNE!!!  ¶ 2:21 AM