Modern World.
Took a pretty long break from blogging cos I really don't have much patience typing stuff. Making things worse, it has been lots of mugging + slacking + complaining recently due to the highly retarded JCT that render no meaning to study at all because every paper's so freaking hard.
Anyways, let's not dwell on the downsides of everything. I'm too half-full to be bothered by these.......................
Till RESULTS DAY; we celebrate!
Okie, technically, exams aren't over yet. Tmr's my freaking last paper Chem and it's an afternoon paper so ya, got the morning to do some crash course.
So here I am, blogging. There are actually lots of bloggable stuff the past week but I just couldn't drag my perfect ass to do so. Now that I'm in the blogging mood, I can't recall a thing I wanted to blog about.
Haha, I know this is pathetic.
Okie, the ONE AND ONLY THING I will HARDLY EVER FORGET is
30 JUNE!!!
Christina Aguilera's coming to town and the best part is,
I'll be meeting her!....................... @ her concert.
Alright, how much do you hate me now? I LOVE, ADORE, ADMIRE, WORSHIP ME.
Oh goodness, I have nothing else to say. This is the worse post ever. Till then, ciao~
Have you ever felt jealous of a friend because of something out of the ordinary? Like because they're happier than you? Or that they get their happiness before you and you just feel like "what in the world"?
Wasn't it supposed to be mine? If it isn't, then where and when will mine ever surface? You know we're all in pursuit of happiness (no I'm not talking about the movie) but sometimes it's really exasperating to realise it's not here yet. Then some idiots will flaunt their escapades in front of you and treat you like a total door mat - someone to act as substitute for their partners whenever they are not around. This is not for my dear friends (those that I actually really know) who are attached. HAHA I'd love to hear you talk to me about your new crush, boring date, new "squeeze" (I quote from Aby). Because we're definitely close enough to talk about these stuff.
But some strangers can strut into your life and make you feel lesser so easily; abusing your sympathy for them and turning it into a stepping stone while they try to hold on to something higher (NOT better). They can do such demeaning things unknowingly because they feel they're always on top of the human race - thinking the whole world wants to know of their affairs blah blah.
Okie most of you probably have no idea what I'm babbling about cos it's a rather specific case that I cannot, will not share. Hence the high confidentiality and implicit remarks. I was just trying to help and in turn, I got this kinda ugly, despicable and CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP return (I was thinking for 2 minutes for the right word to use).
GRRRRRRRRRRRR BUT ANYWAYS. I bought XTINA'S CONCERT TIX ALREADY!!!
188 STANDING ZONE.!! 30 JUNE!!!
I've never felt so broken, so used. It's weird, such things never ever got into me. Okie it's just a moment; I'll be fine. This is really weird.