You know sometimes you just feel so lost, like as if there's no one who knows what's your problem and you don't have any idea who can help you. As such, bottling up those feelings seem to be the way out. Like really, it's so difficult to go through rough patches of life alone. But who can we turn to.

I don't know what's wrong with me honestly. But right now, I feel a sense of uselessness, helplessness and some weird emotions. There seem to be nothing I'm a master of and there's just like nothing I can ever do well. My grades are sucky and I have nothing. My CCA's not doing so well and it always seem to come down to my incapability. Maybe I haven't thought enough before running to become a leader. So now what... I can't wait to finish the stuffs I'm obliged to do and just get it over.

Can there be any sweet escape from all these realities of life? I certainly hope so, but still, remain dubious.

Anyways, if you're going through something difficult, there are two steps: first, you freak out and feign death; next, wake up and deal with it. Let's just skip step 1 shall we. The world's gonna be a better place tmr, and we're (or I'm) gonna make it through.

Don't doubt yourself cos you're greater than what you think you are.

I know I can. I'm gonna start picking myself up and put my effort in getting the things I want.  ¶ 10:53 PM