You know sometimes you just feel so lost, like as if there's no one who knows what's your problem and you don't have any idea who can help you. As such, bottling up those feelings seem to be the way out. Like really, it's so difficult to go through rough patches of life alone. But who can we turn to.

I don't know what's wrong with me honestly. But right now, I feel a sense of uselessness, helplessness and some weird emotions. There seem to be nothing I'm a master of and there's just like nothing I can ever do well. My grades are sucky and I have nothing. My CCA's not doing so well and it always seem to come down to my incapability. Maybe I haven't thought enough before running to become a leader. So now what... I can't wait to finish the stuffs I'm obliged to do and just get it over.

Can there be any sweet escape from all these realities of life? I certainly hope so, but still, remain dubious.

Anyways, if you're going through something difficult, there are two steps: first, you freak out and feign death; next, wake up and deal with it. Let's just skip step 1 shall we. The world's gonna be a better place tmr, and we're (or I'm) gonna make it through.

Don't doubt yourself cos you're greater than what you think you are.

I know I can. I'm gonna start picking myself up and put my effort in getting the things I want.  ¶ 10:53 PM 0 Comments

  wah thanks to those who wished me luck and everything for my TI semis.

THANKS GUYS I LOVE YA LOTS!!!

Ppl like Liubo, sunny who called me right after my auditions to ask abt it. hendrik, zoe, angeline who were outside waiting.. (while shun bian waiting for angeline's aud).
stephanie who wished me all the best.
yxiu for being one of the judges
denis who gave me confidence by praising me at the last min i sang in LT.
yensen who also truthfully told me how well i sang.
desmond who sent a msg to warn me not to disgrace him.
MY CLASS CG 1406 for giving me the firm handshake/pat on the shoulder/simple words to cheer me on!

Hope i didnt disappoint u by getting into semis. OMGhahaha

thanks to all those agn who congratulated me!!!!

semis i'll try my best! i'll get into finals.. get yr banners ready ya?!! HAHAHAHAHA... kidding la


anyways happy CNY!  ¶ 12:19 AM 0 Comments