30 JULY 2006, SUNDAY (omg i've got to manually type this in!??)
currently working on my
PW written report.. i'm doing the analysis and evaluation part.
omg i completely love doing analysis. it sets my mind thinking... haha
you see, you gotta keep exercising your brains before they start decaying. perhaps keeping myself occupied is the only way to feel less guilty over not studying...?? haha... heck. i don't really feel like studying/ mugging at all... the whole motivation crap is not having any effects on me. =((
can anyone teach me how to enable chinese-viewing on the blog???? i dun wan the strings of question mark and weird symbols appearing whenever i feel like typing chinese here. okie, i'm effectively bilingual =) HAHAHA........ kidding la....
i cannot speak chinese from a script (just as the Tianjin presentation =.=) nor read chinese newspapers..... but i can occasionally write a few lines of
wisdom. i mean anything from me is acutely profound and intelligent. =))
back to the written report part, i was freaking afraid that we will not meet the word limit but to my surprise, i already have 900++ words when my part is only half-done. i'm only doing chapter 4!! you see i got the tendency to keep elaborating and
over-developing. this is evident from my essays where you see ultra long paragraphs. ms lim (my gp tutor) reminded me not to over develop cos i'll shortchange other paragraphs which are equally important. haha...... as a matter of fact she's right. but i can't stand seeing my essay too short....... it just feels
weak. i mean development = adding meat to my script wad.......... you can't blame me then; i'm a
MEAT LOVER!! (",) hahaha.......
most wanna-watch film, period:
THE LAKEHOUSE.
starring
Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock.i think the theme and concept of the film is really fresh and unconventional.
abt the cross-dimensional kinda love... two souls living exactly 2 yrs apart, hanging all their hopes of love by a mailbox. how sweet is tt!
but i predict next wk to be quite tiring (there's napha and all
)
and now i've got a couple of assignments to rush through!!
- chem concept maps (half done)
- written report (processing........................... ^.^)
- econs essay outline (erm, wad's the qn??)
- math tutorial (which i can't rmb where i threw!)
there's sth else but i can't recall.
you know there are times where you feel you've reached the primetime of your life and when you lie on your bed and heave a sigh... you feel the mental and physical tireness but somehow, you realise you've worked so hard for nothing valuable in life as reward...
how come????
actually, on a serious note, how do we determine if we're at the golden age of life. (okie, maybe i'm too young to talk abt golden age HAHA)
is your level of happiness a good indicator of "good life"?
or is it what you've accomplished and the satisfaction derived from those accomplishment?
being happy seem to be an extremely easy job for me. as long as things aren't too difficult to bear or withstand, i feel relatively comfortable in life. so does this make me happy? haha..
guess so.
seeking contentment is probably the way to utmost happiness. some may want a 100% for some math test but to me, a 60% would make me reasonably elated! HAHA........ see my point, i'm contented with a mere 60%. but to others, an 80% may be the worse score in their lives (wth)
so again, such things vary from individual to individual.
don't you feel being "happy", as superficial as it may be, is the HAPPIEST emotion in the whole wide world??????????
take everything in your stride and you'll realise nothing is too difficult/ worth brooding over.
ya, i think happiness is almost a good gauge to measure your level of satisfaction of life. of cos there are other factors such as ..... ..... ....... okie i can't think of any right now.
wadevA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okie, shan't keep crapping.
start mugging; quit bugging!